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Anonymous asked: 1-100

1. Think of the last person who said i love you, do you think they meant it? It was my mom, so I’m sure they did lol

2. Would you date an 18 year old at the age you are now? Probably not.

3. When was the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Just about everyday.

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I always do in public.

5. Is there someone mad because you are dating/ talking to the person you are? I’m not dating anybody.

6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Nope.

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? Bra shirt, panties, shorts.

8. How often do you listen to music? Just about everyday.

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? I don’t wear sweats,

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013? Lol, it’s after 2013,

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Antisocial.

12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? No.

13. What about ‘R’? Nope.

14. Can you drive a stick shift? No.

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Whatever, I’ve had plenty of shit talked about me throughout my life.

16. Are you going out of town soon? I wish.

17. When was the last time you cried? Earlier today.

18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? No, I guess I’d make them a brighter green though if I had to change it.

20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? Maybe.

21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. Everything.

22. Is it cute when girls kiss you on your forehead? I guess

23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? No.

24. What are you sitting on right now? Couch.

25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? No.

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?  Story of my life.

27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Mirron.

28. Do you get a lot of colds? No.

29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Subway lol.

30. Does anyone hate you? Idk.

31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? Never.

32. Do you like watching scary movies? Yes.

33. Do you want your tongue pierced? Hell no.

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? How about everything after age 7, so everything after 1999 would be awesome.

35. Did you have a dream last night? I think so.

36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? A long time.

37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? HA! I’ll never even have a boyfriend.

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I know someone who does..

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Nope.

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? No. I found out I failed my national exam for the second time.

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? No.

42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? I don’t hang out with anyone.

43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Mhmm.

44. What’s the best part about school? Nothing.

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Yes.

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?  Never did.

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Always.

48. Were you single over the last summer? I’ve never had a boyfriend.

49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Not really, aside from me hating my life.

50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?  Nothing.

51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? No.

52. Are you nice to everyone? I try to be.

53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yess.

54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? Absolutely. I would never cheat on anyone.

55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Not really.

56. Do you think you like someone? Maybe.

57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? No.

58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? Idk, I suck at making friends regardless of their gender.

59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? N/a

60. Do you hate anyone? No.

61. How’s your heart? Beating, unfortunately.

62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?  Kinda.

63. Have you ever cried over a boy? Many many times.

64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?  Idk.

65. Are your toenails painted pink? Nope, clear coat on them.

66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? Idk.

67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?  No? Unless you’re a total bitch. Who the hell get joy out of seeing their own boyfriend.

68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? Nope.

69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My dad earlier today.

70. How do you look right now? Shitty as always.

71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? Yes.

72. Can you commit to one person? Of course I can.

73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Kinda.

74. Have you ever felt replaced? Many times.

75. Did you wake up cranky? Not really.

76. Are you a jealous person? Meh, I can be.

77. Are relationships ever worth it? I guess.

78. Anyone you’re giving up on? Myself <3

79. Currently wanting to see anyone? Yessss.

80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Nothing.

81. Last person you cried in front of? My mom.

82. Is there someone you will never forget? Yeah.

84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Cuddling :)

85. Are you over your past? No.

86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Yeah.

87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Kinda.

88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept it? Fuck no.

89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Hell no.

90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Not that I know of.

91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? Highly doubt that.

92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? No.

93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? No.

94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? Nope,

95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? Didn’t like one.

96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? Yeah.

97. Who do you have texts from? I only text one person lol.

98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I’d be bummed.

99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yeah.

100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? Nobody.









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